It had been a year.
A year since I stood in a cathedral and watched my marriage split open under stained glass.
A year since my father protected me one last time with legal documents and timing sharp enough to outlive him.
A year since I learned that grief and humiliation can arrive in the same dress.
The divorce was long over now. The scholarship in Dad’s name had awarded its first two recipients that spring—one future litigator from Fresno with a laugh like a trumpet, one first-generation student from Oakland who wanted to go into public defense because, in her words, “systems don’t scare me, just lazy people.” Dad would have adored both of them.
The big house was gone. Good riddance. The cottage in Carmel had become home in the real way, not the staged one. My mornings belonged to me. My money belonged to me. My silence belonged to me, which turned out to be one of the greater luxuries.