A message from Hannah: Everything’s ready. Come straight here. I’ll put on tea.
For the first time that night, I smiled—a real smile.
When I arrived, she handed me a towel and a warm mug.
“Are you scared?” she asked.
“Yes,” I admitted. “But not of him. I’m scared of what comes next.”
“That’s good,” she said. “It means you’re alive.”
Later, after she went to bed, I reread the documents, drafted a message requesting a few days off work, and wrote a long, honest text to my sister—no excuses this time.
The truth felt lighter than anything I’d carried during that marriage.
Before sleeping, I wrote in my journal: This is the first night in a long time that I’m not afraid of tomorrow.
And if you’ve ever sat at a table where someone tried to shrink you, or laughed while you were hurting, hear me now:
You matter.
Your voice matters.
And you’re allowed to walk away.