I did let them see Lily once, four months after the move, in a public park with Rachel present and a strict time limit. Not because they deserved it. Because Lily asked if she could test how it felt.
That sentence alone told me how much had changed. She didn’t ask whether she should forgive them. She didn’t ask whether they were sad. She asked whether she could test how it felt, which is the language of someone finally allowed to have her own internal authority.
So we went.
Mom brought cookies no one wanted and tried too hard to sound cheerful. Dad brought a sketchbook because he remembered Lily still drew birds and faces and cityscapes on every spare sheet of paper. Lily accepted the sketchbook, thanked him, and spoke mostly to Rachel and Mason. When Mom tried, twenty minutes in, to put a hand on her shoulder and say, “You know Grandma never meant to upset you,” Lily simply stepped sideways and said, “You did, though.”
I almost laughed from sheer pride.
Mom looked at me as if expecting correction.
I gave her none.
Afterward, in the car, I asked Lily how it felt.
She stared out the window for a while before answering.