I looked out over the dark rows of vines beyond the terrace. “You know what the hardest part was?” I asked before he could try again.
He stayed silent.
“The night you threw me out, I kept waiting. Even after I got to the end of the driveway, I kept thinking maybe you’d come after me. Not because you believed me. Just because you were my father.”
His breath caught.
“I waited for that for years,” I said. “Longer than I should have.”
He took one half-step forward. “Aar, I—”
“No.”
Not loud. Not angry. Just final.
He stopped.
I turned to face him fully then.
“I did not come here for an apology,” I said. “And I am not interested in becoming convenient to you now that other people know my name.”
The color drained from his face.
I went on because there are moments when truth, once opened, should not be folded back up for anyone’s comfort.
“You want to know who I am? I’m the girl you let them throw away. I’m the woman who survived it without you. And I’m the reason none of you get to tell yourselves this was just one ugly moment at a wedding.”
His eyes closed briefly.
When he opened them again, there was water in them.
Fifteen years earlier, that might have broken me.
Now it only made him look late.