We left under the same dull drizzle we’d arrived in. Ethan opened the umbrella over us without comment, keeping most of the rain off the blanket.
Maya leaned toward me and whispered, “Don’t let a tiny act of decency confuse you.”
I whispered back, “I know.”
But I noticed it anyway.
That afternoon the calls started.
Not from reporters. That would have been easier.
From people.
Old clients. A former neighbor from Bellevue. One of Ethan’s college friends’ wives. Someone I had once met at a charity auction and forgotten. The news had spread through the network wealthy families use when they want information to move without ever appearing to leak it.
I answered one call before I stopped answering entirely.
“Hannah, sweetheart,” the woman said in a falsely gentle voice, “I just heard Ethan has a baby. Is that true?”
The humiliation of that sentence sat in my throat for hours.
By evening, Ethan called.
“The story is out,” he said without greeting.
“I know.”
“My phone hasn’t stopped.”
Mine either, I thought, but I didn’t say it.
Then he said something I had not expected.
“I’m postponing the wedding.”
I stared at the wall above Leo’s bassinet. “That’s your decision.”
“It involves my son.”
There it was again.