“No, Mother. For the first time, I’m not.”
At the front table, Eleanor Whitmore hasn’t moved, but her eyes have. They’re locked on the screen, on the words Mercer and Hollis, and something in her expression changes.
I step away from table 14. I don’t rush. I don’t raise my voice. I walk to the center of the room, between the round tables and the flickering candles, and I stand where everyone can see me.
Two hundred faces. Champagne going flat. The piano music has stopped.
“I didn’t drop out.”
My voice is steady, conversational, like I’m explaining a project timeline at a Monday meeting.
“My father pulled my college tuition when I was 17 because I wouldn’t sign over land my grandmother gave me.”
Harold opens his mouth. I keep going.
“I didn’t choose to be alone. I was told to leave and never come back. I was 18 years old with $43 and a duffel bag.”
Vivian’s hand trembles on her wine glass.
“My divorce. I married a man my family chose. He was controlling. I got out. That’s not failure. That’s survival.”
A woman at table five pulls her napkin to her face. Her husband puts his arm around her.
“And infertile…”
I look directly at Paige.