Mine did.
I remembered the first foster home with yellow linoleum and a woman named Mrs. Calloway who smelled of cigarettes and Pond’s cold cream. She had not been cruel, exactly. Merely exhausted. She called all of us “baby” because there were too many names to keep tenderness sorted properly.
I remembered a different house at ten, suburban and clean, where the mother corrected my table manners with a sweetness that concealed contempt. “Some children simply aren’t born knowing,” she had said to a neighbor, while I sat six feet away coloring at the kitchen table.
I remembered aging out of systems politely designed to feel temporary and feeling, each time, less like a child and more like misplaced inventory.
The myth of the self-made person is that she emerges from deprivation untouched by it. That if she studies hard enough, works long enough, accumulates enough wealth, enough discipline, enough polish, then the old hunger disappears and she becomes a new species entirely.
It does not disappear.