The first couple of weeks were both sweet and cruel. Sweet because every room in the house slowly became mine again. Joe repaired the fence. The porch got painted. I planted flowers. Cruel because, back in the city, everything started falling apart. Vanessa almost set the kitchen on fire trying to cook. Daniel missed work. Lily got sick and no one knew what to feed her besides cereal and pizza. Ethan showed up to school unprepared and disheveled. I didn’t enjoy the children suffering, but I did want their parents to feel the weight of the carelessness they had made into habit.
One day they called asking for money because the baby needed formula and their account was empty. I called Daniel back and asked him about the expensive gaming console he stayed up using late at night. “Sell it,” I said. “Do you want to feed your son or score imaginary goals?” He sold it. They bought the formula. For the first time, he chose fatherhood over comfort.
A few days later, they showed up at my house without warning.
The children ran to me first, and my heart split with love and anger at the same time. Then I looked at Daniel and Vanessa and asked, “Did I invite you?”