I stood in the courthouse bathroom with both hands on the sink while staring at a version of myself I still had not fully gotten used to seeing. The fluorescent lights overhead were too white and too honest, flattening everything from the tiny crease between my eyebrows to the half moon scar near my hairline.
The blazer I wore sat slightly crooked because the thick scar tissue across my upper back always pulled more on one side than the other. I tugged at the collar and then stopped because every time I reached back, I could feel it there as a raised and tight sentence written permanently in my skin.
My name is Elena Rhodes, and I had been waiting exactly three years for this specific day to arrive. A soft knock came at the door and the voice of my sister, Maya, came through low and careful.
“Ellie, Ms. Jenkins said the judge is ready for us to come inside now.”