My mom kept saying that none of this was anyone’s business, that family matters should be kept quiet, that dredging up the past would destroy what little they had left. She insisted the tests were wrong, that James was confused, that Maria was exaggerating. Her voice kept rising and cracking, betraying her.
Laura sat heavily on the sofa, her face ashen. I realized she was shaking. She finally spoke, her words coming out like they had been trapped for months. She said that she had felt crazy for so long, doubting her own perceptions, letting Mom talk her into staying in a marriage that was slowly crushing her. She admitted that she and her husband had been living separately for six months, that she had a studio apartment in Denver where she slept most nights, surrounded by half-unpacked boxes and takeout containers.