However, I managed to stay because I was pregnant with Marianne. Besides, I had nowhere else to go. Whether I liked it or not, the Black Ebony Pack had become my home even though the nobles never considered me as their Luna because I was an outsider. Instead, they were encouraging my husband to spend more time with Olivia, whom they considered as part of our pack.

There were countless nights that I spent weeping when Jeremy said that he would stay with his mistress. Every time I confronted him, the Alpha would get mad at me.

“You were fucking useless bitch! See? You’re nothing but a burden! Don’t you ever block me from meeting my one true love!” he shouted at me as he left me again for his mistress.

'How dare he! He preferred to stay with that bitch over his own child!' Lucia, my wolf, cursed my husband angrily.

In fact, my wolf got so mad that I shifted into my wolf form when I was giving birth to Marianne. No werewolves were supposed to shift into their wolf form when they were giving birth as it would harm the baby. I caused my poor Marianne to be a weak one. It was a very grave mistake that made me cry nights and nights because I was the cause of it.