Forty-five minutes later I turned into the driveway too fast, tires crunching gravel hard enough to make one of the gulls on the stone wall jerk into the air. Daniel stood on the porch with his arms crossed and a ring of keys hanging from one finger, jingling them once in a small lazy motion that made my vision sharpen at the edges. My sister Claire stood a step behind him, pale, rigid, arms folded over herself. She would not look at me.

My parents’ two old suitcases sat on the porch like they had been carried out and set there without care for what was inside. My mother’s straw gardening hat had landed upside down on one of them. My father still stood by the door, smaller somehow than I had ever seen him. My father had been six feet of steadiness my entire life. Even retired, even softening in the face, he carried himself like a man who believed in door hinges, toolboxes, and keeping his word. Seeing him made smaller by a man like Daniel was one of those sights that rearranges something permanent inside you.

“What’s going on?” I said, and my voice sounded calmer than I felt, which usually means I’m furious.