“I’m practicing,” she said.
“Practicing what?” I asked.
“Not being scared to ask for what I want,” she replied.
I laughed, and for the first time in a long time the laugh didn’t feel borrowed.
Catherine watched us, eyes soft. Later, when Sophie went to the bathroom, Catherine leaned in and whispered, “I’m proud of her.”
“I’m proud of both of you,” I said. “And I’m sorry.”
Catherine frowned. “For what?”
“For not seeing it,” I said quietly. “For letting Margaret have so much access to Sophie. For—”
Catherine reached across the table and squeezed my hand. “Dad,” she said, voice firm, surgeon-calm, “you didn’t cause this. You survived it. And you believed Sophie. That’s what matters.”
That sentence gave me something I didn’t realize I’d been craving: permission to stop punishing myself for being deceived.