The last thing I see before darkness is the faint reflection of the moon in the window glass layered over the ocean beyond it.

In the morning, Seabrook Cove is washed clean in blue light.

I wake before six, disoriented for a second by the unfamiliar softness of coastal dawn through the living room windows. Then it all returns in one smooth line—driveway, deck, deputies, my mother’s face, Bridget crying at the SUV, the sound of the front door closing behind me when it was over.

I sit up.

The house is quiet.

Not empty in a lonely way. Empty in a chosen way.

That distinction matters more than most people understand.

I make coffee.

The kitchen fills with the smell of dark roast and sea air. I carry the mug to the deck and watch the horizon brighten while gulls stitch crooked lines through the morning. The water is calmer now, the first hard edge of yesterday softened by dawn. There is something merciful about that. The world does not freeze to honor your revelations. It simply continues, which is sometimes the kindest thing it can do.

My phone remains face down on the table beside me.

I do not check it for almost an hour.

When I do, there are fifteen messages.