This spring I came home from an extradition run just after dark, exhausted in the deep animal way that comes from two bad airport sandwiches, four hours of procedural delay, and one hostile transfer subject who had decided indignation was a legal defense. I sat on my back porch with takeout noodles cooling in the carton on my knee while the neighborhood settled around me. A sprinkler clicked somewhere down the block. A dog barked once, then again with less conviction. The porch light threw a small amber circle on the boards. My phone buzzed with a new email.

From my mother.

Subject line: no expectations.

I looked at it for a long time. Long enough for the noodles to go cold. Long enough to imagine, against my better judgment, what might be inside. A final apology. Another attempt at history laundering. News of illness. News of Florida weather. A photograph of my father in some retirement shirt standing beside a grill, smiling as if life had been a misunderstanding. An appeal to mortality. A plea for one call. A confession. A manipulation. It could have been anything. That is the trouble with unopened doors. They preserve both danger and fantasy.

Then I archived it unread.