My knees trembled. The pruning shears slipped and fell into the soil.

That night, I sat across from her at the dining table.

“Tessa,” I began, “I heard what you said earlier.”

She blinked. “What do you mean?”

“You said I was disgusting. That just being near me makes you sick.”

She let out a forced laugh. “Mom, I was venting. You are taking it too seriously. You know I love you. You are being dramatic.”

I wanted to believe her. I wanted to be wrong. But the next morning, she asked me to stop hugging the children. “You overwhelm them,” she said. “Your age shows in everything you do.” She did not look at me while she spoke.

Three days later, in the kitchen, while I made tea with slightly trembling hands, she finally said what would break something in me permanently.

“Mom, I cannot stand it anymore. The way you move. The way you exist. It disgusts me. Old people are disgusting. I am sorry if that hurts, but I cannot pretend anymore.”

My heart cracked like a plate dropped on tile. My voice, however, remained steady.

“Do you truly believe I disgust you?” I asked.