It felt like a lifeline.

When I got home, the house was in chaos.

My nieces were running around the living room, screaming at the top of their lungs, cartoons blaring on the flat‑screen TV. Goldfish crackers were ground into the rug.

Khloe was on the couch, wrapped in a blanket in her pajamas at noon, staring at her phone, completely unbothered by the noise.

“Ellie,” she called out when she saw me. “Can you make them lunch? I’m exhausted.”

I looked at her, at the mess, at the girls still in their Paw Patrol pajamas.

Something inside me snapped.

Not visibly. I didn’t yell or storm off. But internally, I felt a shift—a quiet, resolute decision.

“Sure,” I said, my voice calm.

I made the girls peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, cut off the crusts the way they liked, and sat with them while they ate. They were sweet kids, chattering about their favorite shows and asking me to play with them.

I smiled and nodded, but my mind was somewhere else.

That evening, after everyone had gone to bed, I sat at my desk and pulled up the listing again.