When we were called back in, the judge noted that this was not a case of impulsive rage but of organized cruelty given a religious liturgy. She found them both guilty on all counts, including torture and conspiracy, and I felt a lock click open deep inside my chest.

Franklin and my mother were sentenced to twenty five years in prison with no possibility of parole for at least fifteen years of that time. The judge permanently prohibited them from contacting us in any way and recommended a review of the church members who had interfered before.

Franklin lunged forward and shouted that we were his children, but the judge told him he lost that right the moment he chose cruelty over love. My mother cried and begged me to tell them she loved me, but I looked her in the eye and said love does not leave scars.

Outside the courthouse, I told the reporters that if someone tells you pain is love, they are lying to you and that you must keep telling the truth until someone listens. A week later, I received a photocopy of a journal page where my mother wrote that children always return to blood and time humbles rebellion.