Pain changed the world into fragments of couch fabric against my cheek and Franklin breathing through his nose like he was lifting something heavy. My own voice ripped out of me in a way I did not recognize as the wet sound of metal touching skin filled the silent room.

The first burn took me out of my body until I felt like I was floating near the ceiling fan watching a girl with my hair kick against the furniture. Franklin lifted the iron and my mother told me to hold still in the same tone she used when we were at the grocery store.

“She will blur the edges of the name if she keeps moving like that,” my mother said as if we were discussing something as simple as cake frosting.

I sobbed and promised to do whatever they wanted because pain strips all the pride off of a person in a matter of seconds. Franklin told me that was what rebellion always said after the lesson started and then pressed the glowing iron into my skin for a second time.