“She could have hurt herself worse than that,” Susan muttered.

“I looked it up,” Jake replied casually. “Broken bones heal. A few days of rest and she’ll be fine.”

A pause.

Then, lower: “Honestly, maybe this is good timing. She can stop acting like she’s too good for us and quit that job. Stay home. Help out around here.”

They went back to the movie.

I closed my eyes and saw California.

Not because I wanted comfort. Because the brain, under enough pressure, flees to whatever place it last believed was safe. I saw my mother in our kitchen in Palo Alto, sleeves rolled up, flour on her cheek, singing off-key to old Fleetwood Mac. My father in the garage, sanding the edge of a cedar shelf with methodical patience. I saw the long line of sycamores down our street, pale trunks shining in the afternoon sun. I saw myself at twenty-three, standing on the Stanford lawn with a diploma in my hand and a future so wide it frightened me in the best possible way.

I had been brilliant once. Or at least brave enough to act like I was.